Posted: August 3, 2013 by joshwinadrian in Uncategorized

Life is a Gamble.


A quote we always say, but I think Life is more than that. It’s a Casino. The reason is, you can encounter different types of gamble in life. And its with a saying of you win some, you lose some. Yeah, life is like that in different aspects, love, financial, academics, career, or any of the sorts. What I’m saying is, I am a gambler, we are all a gambler. And there are things I practically lost and practically won by taking risks in life. There comes a time to every human being, that we stop gambling, stop taking risk and playing it safe. I, as well, stop taking risks. Taking risks for me before always gives me pain. So I quit it. 


Then there was you. Something about you makes me want to take risks again, but I think I hate that wager. To lose you completely or to have you all to myself. That’s a wager even I can’t decide the faith. But every time I see you, or even talk to you. My heart thumps in a weird way. I realized I lost the ways of being a hopeless romantic idiot. But, I’m remembering it again with you. I know you’re saving me the trouble of getting hurt, or even hurting you. I know I’m a guy that can’t be trusted. A guy who can vanish in an instant when responsibility calls. A guy who flirts around. A guy who can easily manipulate any woman he wants. But somehow, through this unwavering thoughts of mine, if its you.. I can change. If its you. I can. Maybe there’s something in you that’s why it never worked out with anyone else. “Maybe I don’t want to be saved the trouble. Maybe I want the trouble. I haven’t wanted the trouble in a long time but with you, the trouble doesn’t seem so.. troubling. I don’t know, I thought.. I guess you felt the same way.” -Barney (season 4, episode 24) I really get how Barney feels here. And I guess the one I thought you were, wasn’t really you. But the one Barney is talking to in that conversation.

I always play safe, I guess it’s time to stop playing safe,and start taking risks again.



The only question now that we have to ask ourselves, “Why are you so afraid of giving this a chance?”


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